gleeeeeeee.

i didnt know whether it was a good thing or bad thing when michelle msged me to go straight to skybar because yena's sick & there's no one there.

and i decided. THANK YOU YENA FOR FALLING SICK. i hope you fall sick everytime that i'm supposed to work with max. THANKYOU THANKYOU :p really.. i love you man! HAHAHA :p

it's mich's birthday today :) she's nice after awhile.

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i swear i hate I*s!! they're kanchiong spiders & kiasu people who dont even know how to apologize after breaking stuffs! what the hell man! to hell with you people. oh wait, i know some good ones :) the minority. like my colleagues @ skybar. lol. joseph has taken me as part of his staff. COOL MAN.

im so reluctant to serve them, but i have no choice right?! they're the customers. one idiot still try this & that already den in the end?! say come back later - OPPPPPS. where did he go?! MIA.

nehneh!

ohwell.. i've ranted enough. tomorrow morning shift. yenadey are you well enough? if you aren't dont force urself hor!

& i've got FOUR freaking off days next week?! what the hell? i'll go into island one of the days - to lie to myself that im actually working. lol! & great.. i just deleted ALLL my msges including my schedule that mich texted to me. how blur & sotong can i get? not as sotong as zhenny. LOL.

freaking tired & hungry. mom went for supper lar! what pigs & didnt jio me.

alrighty. gotta go :)

TOODLES! :D

happy girl (:

for a moment, i thought blogger didnt like me since im always jumping around the host & experimenting newer & fresher BLOGGING grounds.

ahaha they didn't let me sign in -.-

im using the beta version, so they asked for my google account pwd & username. fine, i gave them that. but another blog account of mine showed up. nehneh!

oh man, i think i'll be going to work early. shall drop by skybar to visit yena! :) see i love her so much! HAHA :P den drop by cool deck to ka jiao people :D one hour shld be enough lar hor. :D

oh well. i decided t look on the brighter side. maybe working with max & iffa wont be that tough. ahhh... rachel learning to yi shi tong ren :)

i need to shit badly. breakfast this morning was hmm, as good as no breakfast. tasteless prawn noodle with soya bean that tasted like diluted HL milk. HORRIGIBLE.


i promise myself that this month, i'll spend in moderation - EVEN THO PAY IS COMING IN SOON :) but still. MODERATION! & i've run out of shorts to wear. im always wearing FBTs everywhere i go. LOL! that spells shopping, but in moderation :D

alright, shall go calculate how much pay im gonna get ! :D


love you people!

toodles

PS. rachel's mood is bright & sunny even though the sky's cloudy... hmm. which is good actually. then i wont be lazy to greet people :) CHEERIOS TO GOOD SERVICE :D

cheated

so my mom did not treat me to tzechar. WTH?!

& i didnt go for dinner with my friends cause i wanted tzechar. now my billybombers voucher is USELESS. sigh :( but ohwell..

i changed my blogskin. theme - black&white. pretty obvious right?

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and imposters, if you wanna pose as someone, please understand the person first yea? (: dont be so dumb lar! dun even know who you are posing. hopeless dude.

i guess the mates must be having hell of a time outside lar! sigh :( so unfair!

im so sleepy i feel like sleeping. didnt nap in the afternoon. maybe i should go lie down awhile & might be waking up early for breakfast with my mom.

i wonder why are there so many freaking ants in my house. =.= dustbin also got ants. WTF. cant even throw things into the dustbin - for fear of attractin ants. so what's the use of the dustbin?! useless lar!

ohwell. whatever. :) someone tell me, how am i going to pass thru time tomorrow. i cant read, i cant play games. and for goodness sake! i've to stand for 8 straight hours. OMGG. so evil so evil :(

toodles!

HAHAHA

i just changed my blog to the beta blog. just trying out lar! im a sucker for new things. LOL!

shall explore a lil bit around :)


mom's gonna treat me to tzechar! :P

TOODLES!

V for vendetta

im watching V for Vendetta now.

the show is weird. i dont understand what V's talking about AT ALL.volition, violation. blabla.

remember remember
the 5th of november.

pretty cool show, but i still dun understand the show lar! it's all politics.

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i blogged a long entry just now. but blogger SCREWED UP ON ME! hell no! there goes my blog entry :( but oh well.

im placing my trust & hope back on. i hope things will work out well :)

-

oh well. full shift tomorrow :( oh man! sighhh. i feel like changing sihfts with yena.

im gonna wear a mask like V. hiding behind a mask is so cool! with long long hair :D he's always smiling lar! i want that kinda mask. so that no one will know that im sad :( and i'll always be HAPPY HAPPY! :)

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i got nothing to blog about. biut i SO LOVE MY NEW SOFA :))) its damn comfy! weeheheh!! :)


toodles :)

apparently, rachel is so CHOR LOR that even her phone with a handphone pouch still ends up with so many scratches.

& worst, it was drenched with TEH o PENG ytd. HAHAHA! how great?!

at first my screen got foggy den it disappeared -.-" my scroll button didnt work PROPERLY. i press it down, but it goes to the text message short cut.

but after knocking a few times de button went into the correct place :X LOL!!

i wanna change a phone :( i just blew 90 bucks on my handphone bill. OH MANNN.

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i've decided to take the chance. its tough to really let go. rachel has never been able to do that ): but i guess it's a good thing. :)

thanks nana & zhenny. hmm, im chelchel? LOL!

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i wanna go eat billy bombers, but nana is sleeping, zhenny just woke up! LOL what the hell lar!

mom's bringing granny & cousins to the moon cake festival thingy tmr. they're gonna have good food & i cant go!! :(( cause i've to suffer at work with some low down people.

oh man, i must be yi shi tong ren. else derek's gonna nag again. LOL. derek's like GOD please, he knows all our gossips. unless, there's someone telling on us lar. hor alvin, hor xianbin?


im considering whether to work after school starts. ohwell..


toodles :)

sanity.

it really makes a difference when im sane & in-sane.

when im sane, everything - even small lil things that pokes me, it'll hurt. and i'll whine all day about that SMALL TINY CUT.

when im insane, i make deep cuts on myself. HAHAHA

thats the sane & insane rachel.

nope, im not vying for attention thru this lil space, you can jolly well leave if you're unhappy about anything..

& imposer, it's not the right time to do ur work now. so just quit being US. i know we're that great. but fuck it just get lost.

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i wonder how hard isit to work with someone you HATE to the core & not forgetting the fact that they call me his sistaaaaaa. fuck it lar! im no sistaaaaa of his. i dont even wanna be!

this kinda low life creature. OH MAN. i'll save the details.

so dead please, how to survive 6 hours with iffa & 5 hours with max?

im so pissed now i need to sleep while nursing the very hmm, major? cuts on the relationship.

i need a clear head to know where im gonna go.

& im craving for chicky wings. ohman. so hungry.

sanity.

it really makes a difference when im sane & in-sane.

when im sane, everything - even small lil things that pokes me, it'll hurt. and i'll whine all day about that SMALL TINY CUT.

when im insane, i make deep cuts on myself. HAHAHA

thats the sane & insane rachel.

nope, im not vying for attention thru this lil space, you can jolly well leave if you're unhappy about anything..

& imposer, it's not the right time to do ur work now. so just quit being US. i know we're that great. but fuck it just get lost.

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i wonder how hard isit to work with someone you HATE to the core & not forgetting the fact that they call me his sistaaaaaa. fuck it lar! im no sistaaaaa of his. i dont even wanna be!

this kinda low life creature. OH MAN. i'll save the details.

so dead please, how to survive 6 hours with iffa & 5 hours with max?

im so pissed now i need to sleep while nursing the very hmm, major? cuts on the relationship.

i need a clear head to know where im gonna go.

& im craving for chicky wings. ohman. so hungry.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
And so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
And maybe someone else is standing there beside you
But there's something baby that you need to know
That deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

Chorus
Baby, give me back my fantasies
The courage that I need to live
The air that I breathe

Livin' without you, my world's become so empty
My days are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the purest of pain

I wish I can tell you that I'm feeling better everyday
that I didn't hurt when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
That deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you, it's all that I'm asking

Baby, give me back my fantasies
The courage that I need to live
The air that I breathe
Livin' without you, my world's become so empty
My days are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the purest of pain

Baby, give me back my fantasies
The courage that I need to live
The air that I breathe
Livin' without you, my world's become so empty
My days are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the purest of pain

Baby, give me back my fantasies
The courage that I need to live
The air that I breathe
Livin' without you, my world's become so empty
My days are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the purest of pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
And so I surrender just to hear your voice

i suddenly dont feel like going to work tomorrow.

i suddenly dont feel like doing anything at all.

i suddenly..

suddenly..

fell down & out.

i've stepped out of something. that i've always holded on to & placed all my hopes on.

i hoped that you would change for the better. gone.

i hoped that you'll pick me from work. gone.

i hoped that we can meet up often. gone.

i hoped that you would take the initiative to do things. gone.

i hoped for so many things. now its all gone.

it isnt easy to be strong. especially when its a fake strong front.

i bought something home today. something that i vowed never to touch again. something that was thrown into the dustbin time & time & again. i wonder if i will use it.

goodbye my lover,
goodbye my friend,
you've been the one.
you've been the one for me.

rachel, stop crying.

28 October 2004 - 27 September 2006.


im alright. expected this.

my bad.

i have lost all emotions & feelings. how am i even supposed to feel now?

[edit]

i dont see why i have to explain anymore when anything i say, you wont believe. so why bother repeating myself over & over again.

i've done enough. i've changed enough. you just made me stop loving you. i dont understand how you can not talk to me for so many days. it also obviously shows that you dont care - and can do without me.

i've lost all emotions. if you think i dont feel sad, think again.

because of you, i didnt get enough sleep - i cant get to sleep. i slept at 2 woke up at 9, waking up every hour. you think that's nice? its not nice at all.

end of topic.

[/edit]

i want a job that will bring me to every beautiful country in the world.

states, france, UK, aussie.

but i dont wanna be on business trips - that i wont be able to enjoy the stay there.

the only job available? pilots OR air stewardess, stewards.

their job is on the plane, and after that they are free to roam and enjoy. its damn nice :( i wish.

i wish

i wish

i wish.


cold war gng on. sucks please.

bye.

absentminded-ness.

work"stress"

physically/mentally drained.

most importantly.

drifting away from my loved ones. my family & you*

pretty sucky. but. i dont know lar.

my bad.

schedule next week not bad (: happy - cause i'm going back to NZN :( but waitamin, my skybar "condo" is done up pretty nicely. i dont mind staying up there :)

toodles.

life's unfair. and i hate the way he plays with my life.

hello, its not like i havent shown enough dis-interest in you already. why do you still have to bother about me?! WHY? havent you had enough fun screwing my life up? no?

STOP MEDDLING WITH MY LIFE. so what if you can see me. so what if you can control my life. just stop lar.

but then again, maybe im the one to blame. always.

im the one that always piss people off. no? im the one who makes mom cry everytime we quarrel. im the one that makes rayna wail out loud everytime he (bro) & i quarrel. im the one that pissed you* off cause i didnt call you.


just when i said my life's not in the dumbs YET. my life fell straight down. all the way.

THANKS. whoever is cursing me.

sometimes i thank GOD for work, so that i dont have to go to church. what an irony.

i live a life of hate.

RANDOM.

when im bored..

and i've got nothing to do at home..

i succumb to eating, eating & eating...

mooncake, cheddar chips.

at this rate, im gonna balloon damn quickly. i cant wait to go to work. i woke up a tad early by the incessant ringing of my phone.

fuyohhhhhh. 15linked messages from my mom at one time. wth right?! just talking about ytd's issue. but whatever lar!!

im pissed off still. mom made us shake hands to have "peace" at home. yes, on the surface, beneath? i'm never gonna speak to him again. i rather rant to a dog - at least a dog wont talk back to me OR argue with me, better still. the dog would listen.

oh man, im watching kids central at home :( nothing else to watch la!

gng lunch with my baby :D happy! i haven't felt much in a dumps lately, but then again. i dont wanna be in the dumps.

i dont know what im blogging, its just SOOO random :( im bored, cant blame me right?


shall scout for blogskins.

laziness + boredom = HAHAHAHAHA.

TOODLES!

i just got scared by my dad. after brushing my teeth.

i wanna have long straight hair! :( my hairs kinda wavy now at the bottom & sticking out like broom cause of the curve at my shoulders. but the top is coming out straight and nice.

WOO! i love it.

thinkin whether i shld rebond it anot. rebond = straight long, dead hair.

now = partly straight, alive hair. AHHAHA

if there's such things like dead & alive hair :D

kinship

what is kinship?

family relatoinships? i dont see good family relationships in my family.

no doubt, my friends know that family is above all. i will rush home for dinner most of the days. but something i hate coming back to?

the irritating pest at home. aka, my brother.

so what if he is my brother? i just hate his attitude and what nots. the way he talks back.

oh yea, its 2 more weeks to PSLE but hello? what is he doing now? SLACKING. coming home to watch tv, play games, and claim that its unreasonable cause he has done alot of stuff in student care.

he refuses to do assesments given by my parents. HELLO, i was pushed so much during my PSLE days. and he? slacking all th way.

the reason? mommy & daddy says that my intellect level is higher, so i dont need to study so much. MY FOOT PLEASE.

i have got a gangster to be growing up under my parents care. the people i hate the most. gangsters.

im sure of this. he is gonna ruin the whole family, traumatise my younger sis. the only reason why i try not to argue so much is because of my lil sis. i dont want her to wail and cry cause she is afraid.

i hate my brother.

im sucha pathetic girl :(

im always at home on off days. cept for monday cause my mates were not working too.

the next time im going in to sentosa. :( im not gonna stay at home! feeling bored & sleepy.. after a heavey maggi mee with sausage & ham lunch. *BURP.

just finished watching cloud 9. it's bout a strippers turn volleyball players. damn hilarious.

now, my eye lids are shutting. i need to sleep

and edit photos. HAHAHA!


im so full.

toodles :D

PISSED

i've got alot of things to blog about.

but i just received my hp bill.

88bux. WTF MAN! & i kenna cheated by SINGTEL. 1000sms free right, 500 to public, 500 to SINGTEL USERS ONLY. if i had known, i wouldn't have change. how the hell i know who's a singtel user. HUH HUH HUH?!

oh man. pissed!

BYE!

I HAD FUN TODAY..

& i hate people who look for me only when they're upset. BLAH.

& i hate spider people. BLAHHH.

but i had fun :)

love nana & zhenny! :D

blog hopped to this blog.. actually yena shld noe it lar... its actually her friend.

altho i had a tough time reading it.. cause of the twit language lorzx. i still find that.. not bad leh. a couple, happy tgt.. altho so twitish larhsx. but then again, they are happy.. my feelings when i read it? HAIYO. HONEY MOON PERIOD. ONE MONTH LATER SURE QUARREL LIKE SIAO!

todae we promise each other tat we wun tok about our past animore. n will stop quarrel sho often.

OMG....

dear, i also want honeymoon period leh.. can anot? :(

i also want to be pampered.
i also wanna walk down orchard hand in hand laughing at stupid things.
i also wanna have nice meals with you
i also wanna take neos not the twitish kind with you.
i also wanna go shopping with you.
i also wanna meet you.
i also want you to send me home.
i also want you to give me surprises..


can anot? :(

its been a long time coming.

God save me.


IM SO FREAKING TIRED. despite the fact that i slept around 10+ WHY?!

and im hungry. prolly go get some breakfast before going into the overpriced island.

im drained. nose is running, WHY! :( im gonna look so groggy later..

but on a happier note. gonna see granny later. WOOOWEE! :)

TOODLES

LOOK! :DD i PASSED EVERYTHING

GPA is 3.

DAMN IM OVER THE MOON! :D

give me treats please :D ima happy girl. LALALAL!



YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYy.

bye, gotta work :D

ANTM 6

KUDOS TO YOUTUBE! :))

i've been missing out alot on ANTM cause of the late mon nights & tiredness - to even remember there's ANTM.

today's off day. im bored. & decided to surf youtube. something that came to mind. ANTM 6! & now im watching the reruns. tho it's pretty muched cut up.. but anyhow! im enjoying it.. i dont know which episodes come first tho. i'll just watch & watch lar!

something to keep me occupied. i wished i had chips now :( im darn hungry. i nidda do some shopping soon! :) clothes! :D

i think both my mates are BUSTED alr right?! big hole in the pocket alr. hahaha! i see them everyday. :D im glad that we've nt drifted cause of the hols!

& mag, i hope you're having it cool at work.

ITS A RAINY DAY! :D

TOODLES :D

ANTM rocks.

power pack girls :D

YENA & RACHIE :D

the next time any of you go to sentosa. take note of the route that the blue line bus takes from BEACH STATION to IMBIAH LOOKOUT. take note..

brought maggie in today. :) first day of work for her. damn shiok man. first day of work got van come fetch us in. & got no idea why the stupid idiotic max walk so fast. in the end got van fetch us down. DAMN XIA SUAYYYY to be attached to max. SUPER. XIA. SUAY. & mag, u must talk to him one, else he wont talk to you.

hahaha, so we dropped lizhen den went to cool deck. do opening for xb. we're damn nice please. :D ytd do closing, today do opening. & YEA YEA, my punch card for ytd was 11 to 9 instead of 11 to 8. just because i pulled some shutters & moved some chairs. WEE! :D

we helped xb move the mineral water into the store somemore lar! & we got free limited edition coke bottles. pretty pretty! thanks XB! :D

we rented a bike with 20% staff discount & free bottle of ice mountain - and good bikes. for 3 hours ( with 1 hour free ). good right? :D so it's 12 bux for 4 freaking hours. my ass hurt alot. 3 bux per hour. WOOO!

see, staff ma. :D

so we cycled up to look for lizhen. ITS THE MOST TORTURING TIME EVER PLEASE. but we had fun laughing & making a fool out of ourselves, WITH EVERYONE STARING AT US.

& my lips were burning. no idea why. so i just put ice all over my lips. & derek saw, and he was like stop doing dat please. so ugly. HAHAHA. but it's burning. & he kept on shooting yena. yena bu zhi liang li. wanna drive the van. :D so he said u can step the accelerator, cannot see the front. HAHAHAHAHAHHA :X laugh like mad!

we cycled back to cool deck, SLACK MAN! just keep on pressing brake. & XB helped us carried our bikes down th stairs. i admit, we're kukus! :D

den went to koufu to have lunch :D shun bian check in on mag. suffering huh? nevermind, it'll be over soon :D

saw shuyu so she got staff discount for my noodles! :D WEEE! no lizhen, im not calling you. :D

sat awhile & slack. brought yena to tanjong beach and clear her perception of the beach being dirty. it's so much nicer & prettier den siloso & palawan. hor hor hor? :D

went back & slack at cool deck. yena de pig ate XB's staff lunch. and that XB? got good food dun wanna eat, make us go buy maggi mee for him. go die man! lol.

had fun today :) went back to stall to find derek. say wanna play luge, in the end also nv! eng eng seng seng sit there shake leg. make me go collect my name tag. SO NOW I'VE MY NAME TAG.

no more ALVINA for me :D weeee!! :D and derek damn lazy please! always ask us go back stall zz. but bo bian, he supervisor ma.. big big not like us small small. :D

:D

working has been good. i've got free coasters, one whole stack, limited edition coke bottles :) & of course. ice cream! and food. WEEE! :D

toodles i need the rest - work hasn't been giving me that.

PS : dad says that i can go to australia :) with the money i've saved up for myself during my work phase. YES! den i can get to see MISS SMILEY! :D free lodging leh! :) miss my cuzzie, xiao qing korkor & niece! :D

:) skybar rules has been changed!

franco called their manager & say them. HAHAHA! :D wee!

now i can drink water, :) & also.. we're under the comfortable shade.... :D not afraid of RAIN & SUN! best - ice cream wont melt! YEEEHAAA! :)

went t cooldeck t find xb while waiting for yena. den lizhen came. & franco called and say he was coming down to fetch us to VAC ( visitors arrival center ) why not man! so waited for xb to do closing, den franco send us to NZ, to pick max, den send us to stall.. to settle our punch cards & also schedule & mag's schedule.

den the CLUMSY XB drove us out to VAC. & took a bus out where we met the WHOLE group of SKYBAR people. hahaha! damn funny please.

xb has proven himself to be a CLUMSY driver.. lizhen almost flew when he drove. & franco's labeled the DANGEROUS driver. HA.

now im home. im going to bed :) thanks to pascale, im working 11 to 4 tmr instead of 11 to 8. WEE!

maggie starting work on wed :) even tho off day, shall go in with her. AND YENA, lets go cycling & stuff. TOUR SENTOSA! :DDD

alright. gotta sleep.

TOODLES! :D

september 11. quick! 1 min of silence.

































steamboat ytd was good (: as usual. i was the last-one-cooking-so-that-no-oil-will-splash-on-me thing :X HAHA!!

had fun. smelt like barbeque-d human. gotta head to work soon. IM SO TIRED PLEASE :(

& i think the mates are intending to stay in sentosa tdy? so i had better bring extra clothes JUST IN CASE they wanna sit at skybar.

i cant do so with my stupid new zealand shirt on.

i hate th rules at skybar

im gettin a bad tummyache. wth! :(

TOODLES!

i cant wait to go back to NZ. :(

family time

i enjoy family time ALOT :)

just came home from supper with my family :D FATTENING LAR! my dad, sudden urge of supper. went to bukit timah hawker center :) had satay.. damn fattening.

joke of th day: THERE. THAT ONE LOR!!

my adorable sis :) pretending to know.. when she doesnt. HAHA.

steamboat dinner tmr with grandpa! WOOHOO! :D

TOODLES!

ps: something's wrong with my eyes :( gotta head to bed soon. morning shift tmr. :( THE THING ABOUT WORKING SHIFTS...

9th of september 2006

2 more days to September 11th. dunno which anni alr.
6 more days to September 15th results day :/
10 more days to September 19th PAYDAY!!!! :D

okay. toodles :p

work schedule next week SUCKS PLEASE

wed & thurs off again. good or bad leh? tuesday FULL DAY. sat & sun working.

why tio this kinda schedule one?! i want weekend free also leh.

BLA!!

for money. SIGH.

today's the 8th. 11 more days to pay day. :)

my ring

DEAR AH. I WANT MY RING BACK!! :((

it feels so weird without it on my index finger.

HURRY HURRY!! meet me up & pass it back to me. else im gonna retrive it myself.

loveyaaaa. :)

HAPPY GIRL :))))))



work tomorrow.

SUCKS!! :(

KPO

really KPO huh. so KPO that you dont know what's happening yet u wanna comment :)) HAHA!

so do you know that ever since i am able to do housework. i've been helping her do housework WHEN IM FREE?

since say, sec 2? every week on wednesdays i'll do housework for her cause that's the only day im free from school?

so after i go to poly. things changed & i cant do housework for her. but i still help her out occasionally?

so now im working. on off days i help her do housework do you know?

OH MAN. who's the bloody ignorant KID now? :)))

stop commenting when you dont even know what i have DONE. cause i always blog about the NEGATIVE thing's the are happening. :)

i complain here in the WORLD WIDE WEB for everybody to listen :) and sorry to say :) my mom's been nice. my dad too. im grateful for them.


AND I LOVE THEM :)



each household has it's own problems and this problem about my mom nagging and not being happy at everything is the problem in my house.

but i love my family. and their FIRST in my life :)

stop being KPO when you dont have to, and even if you want to be KPO - comment on the correct thing LAH!

ignorant kids.

i swear i HATE ignorant kids. kids who dont spare a thought for people's feelings.

for a moment XX says on behalf that you were my friend once bla bla bla. and the other moment? call all the dance people. maybe we should leave the BETRAYER out.

are you dumb or dumb? or has CSS method of teaching impacted you so much that you DO NOT KNOW that difference between good & bad. or rather, knowing how to comment correctly? ohwaitamin, i think schools dont teach you such stuff right?

for an outsiders view. i think XX is the betrayer. she's probably the one SOWING DISCORD. between SQ & CH.

on one hand, she's saying on behalf that you were my friend to SQ. & on the hand, telling CH that we shld leave the betrayer out.

FUCK YOU HO.

look who's talking. look who's the betrayer. how the hell do you define a betrayer anyway?

a betrayer. in my terms is someone who tells on you. & not someone who has succesfully taken away something that is yours - its your bad that you couldn't keep it. no? my cuzzie has th charms. go wail to your mama.

look up the dictionary about the word BETRAYER before you use it.


i was ignorant. but hello... not to this extend.

KIDS.

CHILD LABOUR

my mom's making use of me lar! i work so many days already. cant even rest a few days and go out and have my own fun meh?

wednesday & thursday off right? clean the whole house.

WTF?!?!

i hate you. ARGH.

& the stupid bloody bluetooth is taking damn bloody long to send my stuff over lar. WTF.

YUCKS.

bye.

i love my cuzzies. even tho we seldom meet up.

i guess we went thru alot? we weren't that close. until we grew up and started going to secondary school. hell loads to talk about - including parents.

& uh uh. it's wrong to offend me OR my friends. and it pretty much applies to my cuzzies as well :)

i dont really know what's going on in your lives cuzzies. but if you're reading this :) chill & relax. they're just trying t make you angry & lalala, the only thing that you can get back at them is. NOT TO GET ANGRY :) thus they fail, tryin to make you angry.

i so love my beloved cuzzies. all gonna have exams soon & here i am SLACKING AWAY :D wahaha!

& ehem, everyone knows how a friendship-turn-sour can be :)

it pretty much sucks. & dear lil cuzzie. can pretty much see that u've grown stronger emotionally huh! no more the cry baby i know :D lets go KOREA :D i'm gonna dig out korea pictures we took. wooo! :) thats like AGES ago man.. say, 6 years alr! :D

i love my family lar! :D

TOODLES.

WORKKK

sucks.

NOTE TO SELF : REMEMBER TO WATCH ANTM 6 TMR.

HAHAHA

schedule next week is all at SKYBAR! that spells unlimited free drinks! :D & crapping with zayar. :))

&& seeing all those kiddies! and no stress of making drinks. WOOHOO! :)

but it still sucks. working on both weekends. WTF MAN!! unfair lar )): i dont wanna work on both weekends.

wed & thurs off :D yabadabadoo. i wanna catch ALOT ALOT of movies please! :)

love wrecked.
break up
devil wears prada :D
snakes on plane!

HAHA! anybody wanna sponser me? :) i actually can get tix from cathay @ 8.50/tix & am entitled to 2 tix per day. E2MAX member ma :D

4 movies & there goes erh, 34bux! HAHAHA :DDDD

TOODLES. gotta work tmr damn tired please :(

im so disappointed.

im only being treated nice, when you want to go out. and when you're out. you just give me that idiotic attitude cause u're busy playing games & cant even spend 5 mins talking to me or letting me rant.

and when im out.. i let you rant. at me, about me.


im sad

ICE CREAM NIGHTMARE

i see so much icecream everyday. i dont even feel like eating them ANYMORE. lol.

& suddenly, i feel like being a nurse :)

it's really cool to get different kinda working experience. so now, im down with F&B & office work. whats next? :)

xoxo.