bad night

had a very bad night. i guess its my fault again.

sometimes i wonder, what goes on in RACHEL'S mind.

my eyes are swollen. i dont have enough sleep. i'm leaving for school in 20mins. i really didn't wish to wake up. if not for that stupid java demo.

im anxious, stomach's churning. i dont know how to crap thru my program. mistakes all over. testplan not perfect. i should've done my code according t the testplan.

ohwells, i think mani suck as a java lecturer. we dont even have th qns paper printed out for us la. wtf. im really really realllly tired.

tired to th extent of being lazy to bring my laptop for demo. just stick my thumbdrive into one of their laptops will do.

no, laptop isn't that important to me that wherever i go, i must have it with me. yes it's portable, but it's heavy. yes, i can msn on the move but still.

i dont know what im talking about. just being damn random.

wish me luck for my paper & stupid demo. :(

i is gonna wear back th same pants as ytd. no, it doesn't smell. but i need big pockets. CAUSE IM LAZY TO BRING A BAG. i dont wanna bring a big huge ass bag :D my sling bag's with maggie.

im gonna get a bag SOON. a small one & a big one.



toodles.


im sorry :( i love you.