stupid thunder woke me up early in the morning. & it started raining super heavily.. & now.. everywhere's damn smoky.

i need to go down to jurong point. gonna splurge on cookies for my beloved cousins & brother. all of them gonna have exams soon.


i really give up trying. ups & downs. yes. every life has this shit going on. but im sorry, i really give up.

im eager to blame, but slow to admit.

i live in self denial. & i did something that i promised not to do again.


i really dont know what to do. i try to make things better but things never seem to get better.

so what if im trying? you're still far away.


i hate myself. period