19 months gone to waste, everything i've put in for you. you seem to think that it's nothing. the cold air makes me shudder, everything rushing back to me like it just happened yesterday.

blackened tears stream down my face, in hope that you would clean it off. but it would never happen.

it's all MY stupidity. to wait, linger, and hope that you'll come back.

contradiction makes me wonder if i am to believe. believe every sentence and statement, or to believe that it's all to make me feel better.

sacarsm takes place, because i can't take it anymore. i can't help but to be so angry at you. not understanding my plight, not understanding what i'm going through.

you say you're sad, how sad are you? ask yourself.


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fucking random shit post.

fucking pissed.

& i wento church today. sucks.