i swear there's something wrong with me. i'm getting more and more absentminded. i remembered telling myself "i must wish vivien happy birthday. i MUST" but somehow, I FORGOT! i'm sorry girl. and i didn't wish XT also! altho it's quite long ago, and wishing now wouldn't have any effect. but still, HAPPY BELATED BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRLS :( i should slap myself.

and yes, i need to see a doc, to get MC cause i skipped JAVA. I AM SICK, REALLY SICK. and something's wrong with my AIRCON. i'm still feeling so warm in here. crap! :(

i slept at 8 last night. and yet, i'm still feeling unwell. ugh. my life's totally fucked up!

& i'm still clinging on to something that i should start to let go slowly. really. i think he doesn't want it back anymore, but then again. there's a feeling that something good will happen & i dont dare to let go - at least not so easily. at least he still cares.

i'm stupid enough to think that he's actually gonna buy food over for me. really stupid huh? i know that will never happen. and through this year, i've always been thinking like that.

and true, i cant take care of myself actually. i'm gonna try the stupid method. yi du gong du. gonna eat tom yam maggi mee. well, i'm sick already right? might as well! but then again, i know im gonna suffer damn badly after this.

i'm still stuck with CATS project. actually, can i dont see a doctor and not give an MC?

my post is SUPER random. there're alot of pictures that i havent post up, and i want to. but i'm lazy. maybe i should eat lunch and watch derailed :) oh i saw poseidon's advertisement that VCD & DVD is out. so fast meh?

who wants to watch davincicode? fiona & jolin, our date still on? or isit offff? :( i wanto watch! *wails.*

i think i better cook my lunch, eat it. and see a doc. and get some medicine and a MC. that bails me out of everything.

and i hope i'm still well enough to go for tonight's celebration in unity. i sure miss the school :) at least it'll take my mind off somethings.

im still sneezing. damn it.