isn't it amazing how things can happen so quickly, or rather, happen without your knowing? one moment, everything is fine, the next. you lose it just like that.

i miss mama. one moment, the docs said her cancer cells are all gone. and just when 5 years was about to lapse, which mean the save period. it came back and attacked her again. badly this time. leaving her struggling with hospital visits, coughing in pain. & she finally left, 2nd march 2006. 1021pm.

& i still remember, we were planning to go down on friday to see her with my cousin, and i was still planning my time and route to go to NUH. but who knows, it just happened like that. & yes, i'm still questioning God why. maybe because of that. my faith really went way down. it crashed and dropped. and nothing seem to make it better at shalom.

baby take care. maybe i should accept the fact that people do come and go that quickly, with a snap of your fingers or. with a blink of an eye. i miss mama & gonggong.

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busy days. & i'll blog more when i have the time. i have TONS of pictures. from ytd's lunch with yeye & today's pushball event, lunch at cine's pastamania & dinner @ soup restaurant. ( the SAMSUI GINGER CHICKEN rocks! )

i'm so tired now. woke up at 530 am. & wore my contacts till now! eyes are hurting. and i even teared when i was wearing my contacts. painful :(

i miss my baby!

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oh yes, i bought things on impulse again. my slippers broke. no choice had to take ben's slippers to wear. so huge, and unglam. bo bian, had to buy so thot aiya must well get a good one. went to NUM, oh shit. don't have the one i want. so bought the other one. never ever shop on impulse rachel. the sandal's nice but gave me blister :( not painful tho. just reddish.

but still. 40bucks leh! die also must wear.

& yup, shopped at JP with momsy. bot 3 pairs of pants. i'm getting fatter and fatter. & a pair of sandals. again.


AHHAHA, biggest achievement tdy.

i need to sleep.

goodnight ladies.

love,
rachel.