greattttttt. i've two people who asked me to do surveys already. do i look like a surveyee? or rather, do you people think that i'll give good answers? LOL. i swear i'm not a good surveyee. cause half the time i dont understand what their talking about, UNLESS it's in really really simple form. :)

and talking about complex stuffs, i think i'm so gonna fail my JAVA. i really dont understand anything at all. i'm really going to die man. i dont wanna fail this module. if i fail, it means retain for me. :( sigh. but java IS SO TOUGH. :(

i forgot t bring rubberbands t school today. :( and i so wanted to tie up my hair. so i played around with my hairclips. those kinda black ah ma hair clips. and used it to bun up my hair. NOT BAD LEH, it managed to stay for the whole 3 hours :d

and im really tired. i swear im gonna sleep damn early today. say, 10 and i'll be in bed. im totally drained out :( i always said i will sleep early, but tend to go to bed later den planned. so, it's SUPER super SUPER gone case already.

badminton this sat at school. i feel so nice, carrying the racquet. havent touched it for a long long time. :) & going to miss tan's house on sat! yayness! can watch th vid & see my long lost bandits.

ahh, i need to go complete CMaths. :) and i'm really stressed out over java. consulting my SB for help :( ugh ugh ugh. im so stress!

at least my project's completed :)


ahhh, mass dance for 1t02? haha.

alright. nidda go. (: ciaos!

love,

rachel.

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there are times where i wonder. how come when you're there. you're so involved and everything & everybody CARES or rather, bugs you alot. but when you're out. everything disappears? bugging stops, caring stops. everything just s t o p s.

anybody can tell me why?

this few days i cant really think properly. & im feeling so tired that i'm kinda pissed off at everything. & the fact that i got two different people so sianed in class today. my bad. but sometimes, i say things directly, i wont bother to think through. if i think that's right. i would just say it. :) i'm so sorry to whoever i've offended.

i think my good friends know me. :(

i had better change this habit.

& yes, and about one sided love. 99% of th time it wont work out, but only cause people to be paranoid. and some people, really have no shame.

im, sick, of, school.

& i miss my boyfriend :( he havent been to school for a week already!

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Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see, something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder, the more that you know
When you get lonely, if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay

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