i failed miserably.

i didnt manage to keep to my word of not getting affected by you :( it shows that i still care so much. manage to fall asleep around 12, despite going to bed at 1030! :( imagine, flipping and tossing, and turning for 1 and half hours. >:(

and woke up voluntarily at 230 -.-" tried to call, but all i go was the number you dialed is unavailable, please try again later. :( alright, fell back to sleep again.

woke up at 5 to pick up your call :)) and never went back to sleep! i'm so tired but yet, energectic. weird.

we talked! you sangg :) i melted. it's worth while afterall, just for that few hours of chat. :) makes me a happy girl.

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went to church today. i think, i'm finally getting about admitting that i'm God's child. and he loves me, even if you don't *SULKS*

it's raining so heavily now >:( going sim lim with my parents later, which means no afternoon nap for me. :( i'm so tired.

but then again, it's the HOLIDAYS :) and i can sleep for as much as i want to.

should i go ubin with the classmates? but i hate mosquitos! :(

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mag, going for band camp?

NJ CONCERT. who want tix? :) its my turn to support my cousin & huizhong. :) WAHAHAH.

it's been a long time since i went for a concert (unless you consider resonance 1 - but that's performing ) wasted, do we have CCA points as alumni who participate? :(

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i'm just ranting crap!

time to go.. do something else, I CANNOT SLEEP :( else, i wont wake up to bring rayna for piano.

in the mean time....

i shall..

go read the damn papers :)

love,
rachel

ps: I MISS YOU.