i'm SUPERRRR tired now :( it's 1130. and i've been awake since 5! my eyes are closing, having MASSIVE headache. but i decided t drop a post :) i'm so nice. HAHA.

well, it's for my own references & archives :) it's really nice to read back on what you've wrote - thinking of how childishly you've behaved OR how weirdly you've typed this post OR what kinda emotions ran through you. SO, thumbs up to blogs :) cause i'm soooo lazy to take out a pen & write on a proper journal/diary. :) my handwriting sucks anyway, and it takes up WAYYYY more muscle usuage & energy then typing away :)

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something rather, amazing happened today. i slapped my brother, no. not the first time though :) well, he deserved it. that's for being rude to mummy, you BRAT!

and consequences? had to chase him down the corridor of the damn shopping center. it was lucky i didn't bang into anything or anyone. & running in the m)phosis slippers isn't easy at all. :( i risked having my slippers fly away. :( worst, mom & sis enjoying the show downstairs. ahah. :)

and yes, i wanna scold that sonofabitchmffatassguy. YOU SUCKERRR. you fatass, so fat block the WHOLE corridor & still dare say that my bro knocked into your son? BASIC KNOWLEDGE will tell you that, the corridor is cramped, you are fat and so, get your damn ass in and walk in single file. and you still dare to challenge me.

so you think, i'm a girl that don't look as OLD as you faggot. old man with young wife. WTH? and then u dare to shout at me. you stare at me somemore?! well, it's my damn eyes, and you're in the wrong. and i swear, if i didn't manage to get my brother, you'll damn hell get it from me you sucka! you better be happy my brother didn't run away. @#*&@$)(*$*@$)(*&$@

man, i just let you off :( regretted it. ohhh, i so pity your small build son being squshed by my brother. crap, i don't think you're very small size either, and you could have easily SQUASHED your own sons.

AHHHHHHHH. crap die you mf.

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but then again, it's been a rather occupied day. and i managed to keep my mind of you, at least for a lil while :)

& am glad to receive your call :)

i know you still love me, i know you still care. i'm getting all this unnecessary insecurities. i know you'll stay - at least for now.

at least you still share your day with me :) at least, you still talk to me. at least you still give me kisses. but i want to see you so much. i miss you.

alright, time to go to bed, massive headacheeeee. but lala :) i can sleep in tomorrow! HOW GREATTTTTT. hahahaha holidays make me happy :)

i shall now.
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go to bed.


OHHHHH, not forgetting :) i bought 1 pair of heels & 1 pair of sandals today :) & a blouse from bugis! ahhh, just some impromtu shopping cause dad had t go to sim lim square :)

ohhh well, i forgot to tell them to you :( i was just so agitated over that stupid fat ass.

alright

should i go to ubin with the classmates on tuesdays? i'm afraid i'll go MISSING! :( haha. but it'll feel weird without you. I SHALL CONSIDER :)

gooooodnight people :)

love,
rachel.

I MISS YOU :(