i've let off steam somewhere else.

but no, i'm still not feeling better. but i can't get to sleep.

it's heartbreaking. but whatever, rachel you're tough. :) you did it once, you can do it again.

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but then again, i'm wallowing in self pity. lol, i pity you rachel. fuckingsickinthebrain.

scolding myself is fun :) rather, hurting myself is fun. sadistic, crazy.

i'm really turning schizophrenic.

i spend too much today. and because of that. i shall suffer for the next two weeks. the ATM card is evil, so are creditcards and debitcards.

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oh yes. bitched with liangtong alot. man that girl rocks. & her lameness KILLS. so much for being a mass comm student huh! :)

common enemy, hatred list. WAHAH. and crap, the bus flew us back home today.

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i'm tired but yet i can't sleep. i dont know what i'm doing. sucha random post.

i'm just making myself super tired.

i'm gonna fall sick sooner or later.

selftorture. :) loving it. i'm sadistic. :)

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oh yes. GUCCI GOT SALES. the line esther repeats to everyone :)

esther sucks :( she brought me into GUCCI, GUESS, ARMANI EXCHANGE, BURBERRY. and i swear the things there are fucking expensive. :( my virgin visit. HAHA, super funny man. she sure has expensive taste.

me? i'll stick to giordano, bossini & baleno :) HA.

anyhow, damages today.

m)phosis slippers - $13.65
MNG racerback - $19 :(
XTOMIC offshoulder - $19.90
crownbelt - $19 ( esther physcoed me )
fuckingunwearablepants/shorts i dunno. - $15 >:(
myukwallet - $29 ( fucking expensive sigh )
hans dinner - $8.80
watch - $10

total = $134.35 :) GREAT. i'm broke already.

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oh WP paper was crap today. i finished it in half an hour, and was not allowed to leave until the end of the paper, which is 1 and half hours. GREAT. so i just stoned there for 1 hour. i swear that 1 hour went by as slow as a snail crawling from my room to mom's room. stupid management! :(

and i waited super long for the stupid bus.

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i miss you. but then again, i think i should let go. i'm a fucking loser :)

oh maybe that name suits someone else, in a loser school, doing a loser course :) and trying to hard to be a loser.

i'm off. not in a good mood, but yet can't sleep. should i give him a ring?

ughhhhhh.

fuckingsick >:(