okay. it's WP lessons now. i'm done with my presentation. so YEA!! time to blog :)

i feel so relaxed now. i'm only left with ONE page of CATS which i cant think anymore, and portfolio - halfway thru. just have to clean up abit. I LOVE THE FEELING NOW :)

yesterday was a VERY bad day :( first was COS, group members didnt come, never do projects. i swear i was freaking angry and was about to kill them. and they said they will do work. what crap! what nonsense. last week both projects also i do, this week also i do. feel so pissed. pissed off at my COS group! crapp you people. and worst, bala still had th cheek to give me attitude. ahh. i hate you all.

i think we should really seperate into groups after the holidays in a way that the want to do work ones and the don't want to do work ones. utter bliss :) i dont care, gonna be selfish! as long as i get my marks. why should i do everything and give marks to people? thou shall not be so stupid and kind anymore. :)

but at least my normal grouping isn't that bad :) got nice chemistry with lizhen and yena. so we're nice and take turns to do. but i feel damn guilty for making them do work this week again. but well, they understand my stupid plight with the cos group. thanks girlies. <3ed! style="font-size:180%;">i hate my brother. which sister will hate their own siblings? everything he does, just makes me hate him day by day. so irritating. really really really cannot take it anymore.

and because of the stupid tiff with my mom over the stupid brother, i didn't cut cake and sing bday song for my dad. :( and he was like why you never sing song and cut cake with me?! guilty :( but then again, i was rushing through my projects.

birthdays have become insignificant in the household.

i feel so relieved now. finally done with my projects. :) there's CM extra lessons later. and i dread going for CM, but then, exams are coming. so no choice.

and i swear bala's the most irresponsible person ever. blah.

on a lighter note, had a nice dinner last night. chilli crab! cause it was dad's birthday :) pictures later :)

i dont know what to blog already. i suddenly have writer's block. gr.

im amazed i'm without a CCA. :) i think i need to get my butt down to some CCA, but then again, i'm so busy with endless projects. sometimes, i hate school. but sometimes, i love school. so contradicting. i wanna go shopping :(

it's XMEN3 tomorrow :) & my davinci & poseidon! nobody watch with me yet :( sighhh.

i miss kervin :(

love,
rachel.

PS: i'm totally blocked off, i'll try to do continue with my projects.

esther, vien, mag & tian, HOLS COMING! (: outing? :)